Friday, January 19, 2007
din i say it was a bad day for me.
anybody out there who has a bad day but dunnooo wat the hell it was that is causing all the headache.
dammit. all i need was bf to listen and offer some nice words or something.
but hell! was told off again.
urgh. i am just feeling awful and that everything for me isnt just going right. it would not be like this if i knew the root of the problem right. blasted. sometimes i really wonder if 12 yrs is really too much. maybe it is cos of the 12 yrs that this is happening. dammit.
pardon me but.
sometime i really feel so stressed up abt him and me. though i do not say it.
i feel so stressed out by myself, self-imposed pressure. as much as i will like to be like somepeople who seems to be able to coop this things to themselves, i cant do it. hell. it will always show in my attidude or my mood.
i just dunnooo what the hell is happening to me.
and i am so afraid now that this will go no where. damm.
pouts lippie*
1/19/2007 06:03:00 PM